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Thursday, 18 February 2010

My Lying, Cheating Scum of the earth Ex Boyfriend!!

Okay I'm so Fucking mad at this Dickhead an excuses of a man!! A..a..Oh I don't think cursing him out will fucking make me feel any better.. Actualy FUCK IT He was a low life fucker with the ego that Brad Pitt&&Johnny Depp should not have put togeather.
It started nine months ago.I met im and got he was so amazing. He was perfect to me. He was caring, he told me everyting I wanted to hear. He was so good to my mother and sisters and brothers. He let me be myself in frount of him. He stuck up for me. He loved me (or at least acted that way)
His name was James. He was 26 years old. Had his own house his own car and a little boy a six year old named Tommy. I loved him so much. I done everything for him. He was alway fighting over Tommy with is Ex Lisa. (Tommy was in fostercare). And I fought along side him tooth and nail. We got into screaming and hitting matchs.
I done all the house work for him in is house. I done everything I could to please him and we were so happy. We were in love »«
His friend Francie, started to act strange around us but I never really bothered to question it. That is until one night we were at a house party but James had to leave early because he was getting to see Tommy the next day. I was going to go with him, but he told me to stay and enjoy myself. All I though was Aww how sweet of him, always thinking about me being happy.
Around an hour after James left. Francie drunkly said somthing. He said "You could do so much better than that lying cunt. You need to know the truth about him."
Shocked as I was at the betrail of the words James' so called friend at just spat at me, I camily asked "What are you talking about?" And like that he just turned away. I pulled im back and demanded he tell me what the fuck he was talking about. And after about 10 mins I had him in the spare room telling me the whole truth.
Apparentaly James (The love of my life) Had been going about with a girl called Haley for almost two years now. She lived just outside the town and we hung around with totaly different people. Francie is the only onw who had ever met her and that was only a week ago.
So I went home that night, slept all of 10 mins. Then the next day when James was gone to see Tommy. I packed all my stuff and put a plug in the sink filled it at let in flood.
Whe he got home that night he rang me and told me it was all lies but I knew Francie was telling the truth . So I eventualy got her number and informed her.
God and I wouldn't mind but Lisa warned me so much about him Guess love blinds all!!
Amm I'm new so I tink I might just Let ye get to know me?!?

Hey So I'm new.. As I guess ye can tell. I decided to come on this to ave an outlet. I'm so sick of bebo and Fake Oops I mean Facebook. It's to much about image and how many fucking comments you get and Bla it just pisses me off. Like you can't just let your toughts out without getting judged!..
So my names Tori. I'm an Irish girl. I'm pretty normal then again when I say that the thought of that old saying comes into my head. You know the one-Normal is only a setting on a washing machine-!!
I'm 18 year old. I don't feel that young at all. Seams like I lived ten times that but you can't argue with the birth-cert!!Can you?? I guess thats what most people feel like now a days, with all the shit going on around everybody. Like most of ye I learned the cold touch of the world early. Form different experances. I think about it sometimes and I just wonder if that shit hadn't happened then would I be the person I am today. Would I be nicer or would I be just as cold as some of the fuckers that caused me to end up like this.
Would I wan't to be any different?? <<-- a question that plays on my mind!!
I broke up with who I thought was the love of my life. But it turn out he was just like the rest of them a lying cheating pig. With the lying skills of a child who just eat a choc cake had it all smeard around their mouth and then said "amm I didn't eat it".
Anyway I guees I don't really have much to say about myself after all. Well for now anyway.
Love Tori
Hi everyone! I'm just getting started on Xanga... Drop me a comment if you've got some ideas on what to do first - or just to say, "Hi!" My names Tori. I'm 18 years old. I'm not really sure what to say here. Just thought I's give blogging a try. Am I suppose ask me what you want to about me. I'm friendly enough an I'm pretty syraight forward. I just broke up with who I thought was the ♥ of my life . So I guess I'm on a bit of a downer now!! But hey that's life isn't it?? Anyway..ope to talk to ye later Tori x x